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I don't know what to do.

This isn't as such a story, but something more along the lines of needed advice... or something... I don't know what.
I found this site a while ago, and I read every story on here. Normally I go on these sites to give the advice, but now I feel like I need some advice myself. I hate this feeling, needing advice from people I don't even know.
I actually have a heart problem too, (somebody else on here said they have one), but I'm going to die young. I really don't want to die; the thought of being nothing anymore, alone, dark, nothing, meaningless, empty... scares me. I really don't want to die. I really, really, REALLY don't want to die. The stupid thing is, I tried to commit suicide in the past, but now I really don't want to die. Ironic, huh?
I'm not religious either, but I really don't want there to be nothing after life, it seems such a waste.
Sorry for wasting your time.

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