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Cutting My Pain Away

I have been cutting for 3 months now. I feel like a freak, sicko, and so fucked up. I'm 23, so you'd think I'd make better choices. Everytime I cut I see my pain flow away from me. I have more cuts than i can count, and on really bad days will cut 5 or more times, lots of cuts each time. They are getting deeper, and I cut a word into me for the first time today "fake". I'm such a hypocrite, smiling saying I'm fine, yet I do this. I'm not fine, I'm the furthest from it. I want my pain to end so my cutting can end too. I don't know if I can do this journey . I'm scared.

Story shared: 16/10/2016 11:37:06

#5338 View the comments about this story Tags: cutting - self harm - Pain - Fake - help me

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