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What now (please help)?

I'm 18, a girl, bisexual, a depression sufferer, possibly with mild bipolar, an ex-cutter... My family is fab, my friendships are good and my friends are nice. My school is lovely. My life on the whole should be awesome. And it is... except...

#4783 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/11/2014 21:45:00) Comments: 2
Tags: Selfharm - Eating - cutting - depression - bipolar - fantasy - Help - money - Childhood - bisexual

13 year old girl

I'm a 13 year old girl I have 2 mums and 2 dads Well my real dad used to hit me round the head we've fell out well I have. I've told him I'm with a specilst person that's trying to help me. I scare that if I quit the help then he will...

#3357 Read the full story - (Shared: 05/01/2013 13:06:07) Comments: 1
Tags: Childhood

My Life

When I was 11, I essentially began the hardest journey I would probably ever face. I'd been bullied all my life. I would try hard in shcool, listen to rock music and I wuld normally pbsess about shows nobody had even heard of. I've been...

#3318 Read the full story - (Shared: 01/12/2012 23:16:02) Comments: 3
Tags: Childhood - divorce - suicidal - bipolar - schizophrenia - suicidal - paranoia - counselling

A hard childhood

My parents devoured at age 6. At age 8 my mother was murdered. Then my father got drunk on the 4th of July. He went to jail and my soon to be mother dropped us off at a foster home. We went to 2 different foster homes and one of them became our...

#3296 Read the full story - (Shared: 11/11/2012 18:33:27) Comments: 7
Tags: Childhood

Sad life part 1

My bad life starts with my hate for people i don't like even i had asked for it .I used to like being bullied. But i suffered from a wish that one day i might get my hands on the things i want.

#3114 Read the full story - (Shared: 09/08/2012 19:36:30) Comments: 0
Tags: Childhood - Hope - despair

my life

i was born in 1995 my dad left us when i was 2 i was molested by my babysitter at 4 my moms boyfriend turned stepfather was abusive my entire childhood until i turned 14 i am a recovering cutting addict i finally told mom about my molestation

#2931 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/04/2012 04:24:27) Comments: 0
Tags: Childhood

My self harm story

Im 13 and I have started self harming because my mom and broke up my mom has tried to kill her self many times but I hv always kept her going my dad I HATE my he abused me 4 to long :( . Had chronic depression 4 three years. :(

#2896 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/04/2012 13:35:48) Comments: 194
Tags: self harm - depression - Childhood - abuse

My life

My life is messed up, I've been raped by my brother then my dad side of my family disowned me so I had to make up a big lie so they would love me again, I was 5. Then throughout my life I was malested by my step dad. I've seen death of my...

#2882 Read the full story - (Shared: 31/03/2012 18:27:43) Comments: 8
Tags: Childhood


I am determined to be an actress, it is all I have ever wanted to be - I have been going to classes since I was 6 and I am top in my class and I am doing it as an GCSE. But my mum thinks that I shouldn't do it as a career and thinks that I should...

#2830 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/03/2012 22:14:48) Comments: 1
Tags: Hope - Childhood

everyone has problems.

i have self harmed for 3 years..its because i feel free when a do it..i have been bullied in school for years as well, that's why a do it, no one in my family understands me.

#1876 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/02/2012 01:18:01) Comments: 3
Tags: Childhood

My mum!!!

Hey, so my name is Ida and i'm 17, and I just hate my mum. She thinks she's better then everyone else and she's a big liar. She even likes to make other people feel bad about themselves, for example when I was younger she told me that i was...

#1123 Read the full story - (Shared: 20/11/2011 15:31:29) Comments: 6
Tags: Childhood

self harming

well im 13 years old and ive been self harming for about a year,my mam knows i do it but she dosent like it and she gets upset my friends say i do it for attention and i dont but now its how i cope with things. me and my mam and dad used to argue...

#1090 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/10/2011 20:08:24) Comments: 15
Tags: Childhood - family - self harming

Molested at 10

When I had just turned 10, I was molested by a 17 year old. At the time, I thought it made me dirty and not innocent anymore but then over time I realized it wasn't my fault. I still have trouble showing affection to guys and automatically flinch...

#994 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/07/2011 00:11:56) Comments: 16
Tags: Childhood - molest - funeral - innocence - crying

my mum is so annoying

im just a normal teen my mum and dad have split up so one day my 20 year old sister starts winding me up so i get in a strop so see starts getting angry bossing me around when i get to my room she starts talking about me behind my back to my...

#976 Read the full story - (Shared: 02/07/2011 10:35:09) Comments: 4
Tags: Childhood - Help

despisong my mum

you are probably thinking why on earth would someone write that about their mother I 'll tell you why behind every story there's a reason and you haven't heard mine.i suppose your mum shouts at you occasionally, mine does it all the time for no...

#779 Read the full story - (Shared: 02/01/2011 17:27:13) Comments: 5
Tags: Childhood

Bad Habits..

Well.. here goes... i guess? I'm 13. Back in November of last year (13 months ago) a 'friend' of mine started cutting herself because we're into rock,metal and scene kind of styles. I realised she was mainly doing it for the attention...

#771 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/12/2010 22:28:36) Comments: 23
Tags: self harm - cutting - teenager - bad habits - Childhood - depression

Revenge Is Sweet!

Have You Ever Had One Of Those Teachers? I dont hold many fond memories of my school days mostly because it was riddled with fits and every body bullied me because of it. Anyway there was one chapter in my life though when it wasnt just the...

#743 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/10/2010 19:00:08) Comments: 4
Tags: Childhood - School - Teachers

Traumas Of Epilepsy

NOTE: I have never studied or researched any of the experiences I refer too here. These are just things I have written down as they have come back to me over a period of about a Week and most refer to childhood experiences. However any...

#741 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/10/2010 15:55:47) Comments: 7
Tags: Childhood - Memories - Traumas

Theres got to be more to life.... right?

Like others my life hasnt been swell. My dad use to be agressive not to mention he left me when i was six just to have 2 kids with to different women (one even made my life a living hell) and marry some other woman,i have been bullied at 4...

#727 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/09/2010 00:28:22) Comments: 8
Tags: Childhood - personality disorder - Hope - cutter - suicide - future

my mum

i hate my mum soo much she tried to drown me in a river when i was 2 and tried to kill me when i was 11 im 13 now and living in a carehome i dont knowe =who my dad is and dnt keep in tpuch with my mum...

#706 Read the full story - (Shared: 09/08/2010 14:37:13) Comments: 4
Tags: Childhood

The scars

I had a good childhood until my dad died when i was 17 i have been self harming scine i was 19 and now i am 23 i stoped self harming for a year but if anything upsets me i cut again i have over 30 scars my mum knows

#626 Read the full story - (Shared: 12/03/2010 07:45:19) Comments: 3
Tags: Dad - scars - mum - Childhood - tracey

i feel like killing myself.

sometimes i feel like killing myself because my mum died. i have had to cope with that, then people made fun of her while she was dead and then they started calling me fat. im size 14 at 13 and i cant seem to loose weight so i would rather be dead...

#619 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/03/2010 18:35:28) Comments: 15
Tags: Childhood

no one understands me

i think my mum is too busy with her career to give a damm about me i mean she dose the usual stuff feed me and go to work but i just feel so alone.when i was little in grade 1 the girls in my class use to call me ugly and said i smell but as i...

#604 Read the full story - (Shared: 15/02/2010 22:31:08) Comments: 3
Tags: Childhood

My mom

My mom isnt like...mean or abusive or anything like dat, she gives me thease looks that sends shivers down my back, im 11 but...im muture 4 my age and my moms really moody.

#561 Read the full story - (Shared: 11/11/2009 01:41:44) Comments: 2
Tags: mom - glare - Childhood - Hope

My mother and I

I am 14 and my mother has just been given three months to live. She was diagnosed with severe stage four ovarian cancer, that has spread around her entire body. When I was two my mother developed schizophrenia and I went to live with my...

#556 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/11/2009 12:09:46) Comments: 34
Tags: Cancer - tumour - poetry - Childhood - schizophrenia - drug addict - mother - love - sadness - stepmother - grandmother - grief - death - rehab - gardening

i self harm for reasons that i don't fully understand

I cannot say exactly why i self harm but i think it is a mixture of family reasons. When i was 4 my dad divorced my mum because she didn't like his excessive drinking. He couldn't stop when i was 7 he married again only recently i found out that...

#553 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/10/2009 21:53:37) Comments: 4
Tags: Childhood - complicated

i self harm for reasons that i don't fully understand

I cannot say exactly why i self harm but i think it is a mixture of family reasons. When i was 4 my dad divorced my mum because she didn't like his excessive drinking. He couldn't stop when i was 7 he married again only recently i found out that...

#552 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/10/2009 21:52:44) Comments: 2
Tags: Childhood - complicated

Getting there but not quiet there

Well where do I start really? Peviously when I was in primary school I had all the confidence in the world I had a half decent social life and I felt really happy until one big setback which changed my life forever. I had learning difficaulties...

#520 Read the full story - (Shared: 17/07/2009 22:18:12) Comments: 12
Tags: football - mate - social - sad - loney - Childhood

My Mum Is A Slut and I Hate Her

Where to start? Ok, my Mum and my Dad separated when I was 9. One day, when the divorce wasn't final yet, I walked in on my Mum having phone sex with a guy and using a dildo. She slammed the door in my face. I think she also thought I was too...

#385 Read the full story - (Shared: 21/12/2008 10:46:21) Comments: 90
Tags: mum - affair - sex - Hate - slut - Childhood - Cheating - swinger

Baby Love

Youve done so well Caitlin, Im so proud hes beautiful. cooed my mam. Your all probably thinking Id drawn her a picture or washed the dogs, dirty coat but no. Id done something much more meaningful. Id made my mam a grandma. July 10th,...

#360 Read the full story - (Shared: 13/09/2008 15:27:08) Comments: 9
Tags: pregnancy - Childhood

useless and pathetic

well iam 17 male and well what can i say i have no self confordens ( sorry about the spelling i have delaxa) and well no self esteme when i was younger i was bullyed and when it happend i just thort it was how it was everyone got it a little but...

#293 Read the full story - (Shared: 05/05/2008 21:58:22) Comments: 12
Tags: Childhood

Dead Inside

I feel lost, like I took the wrong turn at the wrong time, because I have gone too far to do what might have been the better choice. 4 years later from leaving the place I grew up and having been betrayed by a girlfriend who was possibly the...

#289 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/04/2008 02:13:13) Comments: 5
Tags: Hope - Childhood - death - lonely - Help

I'm lost...

I don't know what to do. Growing up with physical, sexual and emotional abuse from my father taught me that complaining only made things worse. If I complained I would get hurt. If I cried, I would get hurt. If I was around when he was violent,...

#248 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/02/2008 22:53:58) Comments: 8
Tags: hatred - Pain - desperation - Help - Childhood


my mum has made my life misery. I only realised what she has done recently. She and my dad have split up, and she makes me spend more time with her. she is a manipulating, schemeing woman. she gets really angry, all she cares about is herself...

#219 Read the full story - (Shared: 13/12/2007 20:21:07) Comments: 9
Tags: Hate - Childhood - near-depression

I hate my mum but i dont want her to think it is her

I hate my mum i know it is a verry powerfull thing to say but it is true she is always bullying me in to things but when i try to talk to here it fills like she is just pushing me away , i have a 1 year old sister so i cant speak to her about it...

#202 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/11/2007 18:59:22) Comments: 1
Tags: Childhood

From child to mother

My story starts when I was just a little girl. I started off quite shy and very sensitive so when I was subjected to an abusive stepfather from the age of 4 I became even more withdrawn. There was a constant tension in the house, and so I became...

#197 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/10/2007 23:58:04) Comments: 7
Tags: strong - abuse - Childhood - autism - depression - self harm - suicide

my mum a bitch

Help me plz i hate my mum shes a two timing bitch she always slaps everyone and goes away ever week for two-three days plz help!1

#190 Read the full story - (Shared: 14/10/2007 05:18:14) Comments: 1
Tags: Childhood - Hope


Okay. I don't want to do this. But some part of me does. One part is saying, 'tell them and let them know' and another, bigger part is saying 'grow up you stupid idiot, they don't care'. I can't trust you and I don't know who you are....

#187 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/09/2007 17:53:20) Comments: 8
Tags: Childhood


I'm 32 this year, I have three children and a very nice women who loves me for some reason. don't know why. Last month I had to quit my job because of my children. school and stuff. no one can afford day care any more. I desided to write a book...

#118 Read the full story - (Shared: 09/03/2007 22:32:13) Comments: 5
Tags: Childhood - Help - or writing a book.

No one ever really wants me.

I don't know what to do anymore. Everywhere I look I see people, Happy, Pally and almost perfect and then I look in the mirror and see me. It's getting so bad that I now burst into tears. I have always found it hard to maintain friends. I was...

#95 Read the full story - (Shared: 14/02/2007 19:04:45) Comments: 16
Tags: sad - Confussed - Unwanted - Childhood

My messed up life.

Like every life, both good and bad things have happened to me. I grew up in a very stressful environment. The actual physical place was crowded and dank, and we were living amongst very hostile people. My brother and I grew up around violence...

#88 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/02/2007 01:42:26) Comments: 59
Tags: Childhood - now - abuse - suicide - meds

So what is my story?

I have been struggling with my life for just over 31 years. More recently I am seeing friends getting married and starting families while I am still single. I have been getting tired of all the comments and have felt like the male Bridget Jones...

#1 Read the full story - (Shared: 01/08/2006 21:56:27) Comments: 314
Tags: Hope - Accomplishment - Weight Loss - Fitness - Childhood - Absent Parent

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