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Cutting My Pain Away

I have been cutting for 3 months now. I feel like a freak, sicko, and so fucked up. I'm 23, so you'd think I'd make better choices. Everytime I cut I see my pain flow away from me. I have more cuts than i can count, and on really bad days will cut...

#5338 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/10/2016 11:37:06) Comments: 2
Tags: cutting - self harm - Pain - Fake - help me

Perfect

I wish I was perfect, I have everything but I'm so unhappy... Why am I somfucked up that the only way to feel good is to cut, I have a boyfriend but he only dates me because he loves another girl, I have a dad who is breaking,I have a mom who is...

#5223 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/11/2015 08:14:09) Comments: 2
Tags: cutting - self harm - suicide

What now (please help)?

I'm 18, a girl, bisexual, a depression sufferer, possibly with mild bipolar, an ex-cutter... My family is fab, my friendships are good and my friends are nice. My school is lovely. My life on the whole should be awesome. And it is... except...

#4783 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/11/2014 21:45:00) Comments: 2
Tags: Selfharm - Eating - cutting - depression - bipolar - fantasy - Help - money - Childhood - bisexual

it never goes away

I used to cut , it was really bad . Sometimes it was because i'd rather feel the physical pain then the emotional pain , sometimes is was because I felt I deserved it , I was worthless . My girlfriend is my bestfriend & probrably the only reason...

#3586 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/04/2013 04:49:33) Comments: 3
Tags: cutting - skyye - love - sorry

Addicted to cutting

I am 37 & started cuttin on Wednesday 9 May 2012; the second time was 19 May then 16 December and just recently 10 April 2013. Now i believe i am addicted to cutting. Little isses get the better of me nowadays.

#3508 Read the full story - (Shared: 13/04/2013 14:21:02) Comments: 1
Tags: cutting - addiction

Thinking Of Cutting

I'm a 13 year old girl. I want to cut because i feel like it could help me alot. I'm a border at a school far from family. I'm the biggest girl in my whole form, and it gets to me. I just wish I was good enough and i was like everyone else....

#3436 Read the full story - (Shared: 24/02/2013 14:36:38) Comments: 9
Tags: cutting - crying - fat - insecure - alone

Need to talk

Im 18, i was cutting for 3 years but stopped about 8 months ago becuase i got in a relationship, my partner is supportive but has told me if i cut she cant be with me cos she has a kid. I was doing well but i NEED to cut, its building up everyday....

#3434 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/02/2013 05:03:53) Comments: 6
Tags: cutting - Help

Things are getting worse.

So it seems I'm making this a regular thing. Today it took all my willpower to stop cutting, it started with just one and ended up with over 20. It's so addictive seeing the red line of blood fill the crease the blade makes. I want help but...

#3418 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/02/2013 14:20:18) Comments: 10
Tags: self harm - depression - cutting - Hope

Just started

Three days ago I started to cut myself but not deep or anything just like flesh wounds and I don't want it to go any further or any deeper and I just don't know what to do.

#3389 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/01/2013 23:16:19) Comments: 2
Tags: cutting

hate

Seeing the girl you have liked for such a long time with another girl makes me just feel even more shit. I have been suffering from depressing for a two years I'm 15 and cut every day. I want the girl to know how much she means to me but I pussy...

#3369 Read the full story - (Shared: 12/01/2013 23:33:17) Comments: 6
Tags: love - cutting - depression - bisexual

no one cares...

Being all alone is no fun. Having no one that cares about you isn't fun. Being constantly replaced and feeling unimportant isn't fun. I feel so unwanted that i have to slice up my own skin to feel better, and i can't tell anyone because they'd...

#3340 Read the full story - (Shared: 15/12/2012 12:44:02) Comments: 5
Tags: cutting - loneliness

I feel like doing it again with something sharper. Help Me!

I have wrote a story on here before about self harming for a year and a half then stopping 6 months ago then i did it again 2 weeks ago and now i have some more bad news that has put me in pieces and want to do it again but with something sharper....

#3264 Read the full story - (Shared: 31/10/2012 19:47:55) Comments: 6
Tags: hurt - Pain - cutting

cutting

Lately I don't no what todo I have lost all controll of myself so much has been happening and I've just been locking it away, I have tried to talk to my best friend but he just gets angry about what has happend to me I think he realy does care...

#3229 Read the full story - (Shared: 09/10/2012 02:55:35) Comments: 6
Tags: cutting

self harm..

I am 18, Female. I have been cutting for 3 - 4 years. My cuts are really bad, i have scars all up my arms and leg. 2 and bit years ago i met my girlfriend, we are engaged and happy but she has recently told me if i cut again she will leave me....

#3223 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/10/2012 03:06:06) Comments: 3
Tags: self harm - cutting - suicide

Help..

Im 18 Female I had been cutting for 3 years, my cuts where everywhere and real deep. I have bad scars all up my arms and leg. 2 years ago i got togwtherith my partner. She has now said if i cut again she will leave me. I don't know what to...

#3221 Read the full story - (Shared: 05/10/2012 02:04:39) Comments: 1
Tags: cutting - suicidal

Crying

I'm trying not to cry. I'm at a low point, I want to cut. The urge is so strong. I need to cut. I want to see the blood, feel the pain. Get the feeling. The feeling that numbs me out, or makes me feel again. The one that makes me feel dead, or...

#3214 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/09/2012 03:02:26) Comments: 4
Tags: cutting - crying

I want to cut

I'm sitting here, crying and listening to music, while trying to get through the urge to cut. I need someone to talk to. I have no one. I'm afraid of what I'll do someday. I want to stop. But it's impossible. -Razor

#3181 Read the full story - (Shared: 17/09/2012 03:59:34) Comments: 4
Tags: Self-harm - cutting - crying

What's the point?

What's the point of living, when all I do is feel worse and worse, cut more and more, and cry more and more? I'm just looking for a reason to live, because I can't seem to find one anymore. I'm tired of feeling like this. -Razor

#3173 Read the full story - (Shared: 12/09/2012 01:41:33) Comments: 1
Tags: cutting - suicide

Tired

I'm tired of pretending I'm okay, or that I'll be okay. The lies I tell to my parents, my friends. I don't know who to turn to and I am tired of resisting my knife. I am tired of living. I'm at a point of a breakdown and I just can't handle...

#3136 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/08/2012 05:36:07) Comments: 10
Tags: tired - cutting - breakdown

My story.-Letty

It all started about a year ago, I used to punch myself, bite my arms and pull my hair when I was angry. I got angry at the smallest things and before long I started cutting. They were faint at first and only little blood came out, but now scars...

#3063 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/06/2012 17:00:44) Comments: 24
Tags: cutting - withdrawel - Anger - hurt - alone - Confused - bisexual

Lauryn

Right, there's kind of a lot to say. I'm not sure anyone will be bothered but I need to put atleast some of it in words... infact I'll make a list of why i'm upset; -my dad doesn't want to see me anymore, he favours both my stepmum and my...

#3020 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/06/2012 20:47:03) Comments: 23
Tags: Self-harm - cutting - domestic abuse - domestic violence - Hate - nobody understands - crying - burning - heartache - lonliness - Unwanted - going into care - social workers

mistakes

I wish I had a time machine which I could use to change every mistake I make,I say the wrong thing,do the wrong thing and nothing seems to go right.Just as I start feeling happy something drags me down by my choices or by something someone...

#3010 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/06/2012 02:30:21) Comments: 3
Tags: mistakes - cutting.

Relapsed

I had gone just over 6 weeks without cutting myself, I know it doesn't seem that long but it took a lot of will power and strengh to get me there. Yesterday I cut for the first time since and I just feel ashamed and I can't tell my friends that...

#2918 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/04/2012 18:27:18) Comments: 15
Tags: self harm - cutting - Ashamed

5 weeks

Its been 5 weeks since the last time I cut, its been hard but I know that its worth it. If anyone else on here is struggling with self harm you can always talk to me and i'll try and help you:) -Letty xx

#2898 Read the full story - (Shared: 05/04/2012 17:46:27) Comments: 17
Tags: self harm - cutting

Stay Strong

I self harm and that's just how it is.† I think I've been depressed since I was about twelve.† When I was twelve my "best friend" got me in major trouble at school for abusing her. I started being really depressed then. She was...

#2804 Read the full story - (Shared: 11/03/2012 23:24:12) Comments: 18
Tags: Stay Strong - cutting - self harm

i cut cus of my bro

I'm a cutter and I'm 14 years of age...I cut because I walked on my brothers dead body after he had committed suicide... I don't slit my writs I cut my this and my hips so no one can see it... My brother was only 16 when I found he's body in...

#1866 Read the full story - (Shared: 15/02/2012 14:49:39) Comments: 12
Tags: cutting

Learning to Trust

I've just stared cutting. And, because we have P.E on Mondays and Tuesdays, I don't know what to do. See, all of the girls get changed together, and they're all my friends (almost), so if I show my arms, they're all gonna be worried. That's...

#1408 Read the full story - (Shared: 11/02/2012 14:57:54) Comments: 13
Tags: cutting - hurt - Pain - friends - trust

Cutting

So, I started cutting a while back. It calms me from everything in my life. But lately, I've been getting a huge, inflated area around the place I cut myself. I cut my arms, and nearly half of it is inflated. It's not like a blister, it's like...

#1307 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/02/2012 21:44:45) Comments: 1
Tags: cutting

It can't go on like this anymore, help?:/

#1268 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/02/2012 20:07:36) Comments: 3
Tags: cutting - suicide - Help

It can't go on like this anymore, help?:/

#1267 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/02/2012 20:07:21) Comments: 0
Tags: cutting - suicide - Help

Suicidal

im suicidal. i want to die more than anything. I'm stuck in a bad relationship where theres fighting everyday and i hate it but stay in it because I'm in love. I've been cutting for over a year now. I'm anorexic and bulimic. I've been...

#1247 Read the full story - (Shared: 01/02/2012 21:15:46) Comments: 14
Tags: self harm - cutting - suicidal - anorexia - bulimia - depression - BPD - Help

better days

I've been cutting for a few months, and it's been my way of coping I suppose when I feel down for various reasons. I'm trying to stop now because i don't get upset anymore like I used too and i'm much happier.I'm now in a relationship with...

#1243 Read the full story - (Shared: 31/01/2012 20:42:17) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm - cutting - happier - Help

Thanks for caring. -nonamenikki

My parents said they don't care what I do anymore.They are done with me.A lot of people will say "They don't mean it." I hope not..It all started because I was upstairs getting ready to study.. "Dinners ready. Are you going to eat down...

#1206 Read the full story - (Shared: 19/01/2012 23:28:54) Comments: 9
Tags: cutting - stressed - worthless

holding in...

for the past two months, i've done nothing but try to keep a smile on my face.. i had been clean from cuts for 11 months exactly. last night i finally caved in. i can't help but feel i'm a disappointment to everyone..

#1205 Read the full story - (Shared: 19/01/2012 02:23:00) Comments: 10
Tags: cutting - emotions

I don't really know what to say...

I'm nearly 15, have been cutting for 2 years on and off, and I havnt cut for like a month? I have about 6 or 7 scars from cutting. I really don't want stupid comments telling me I'm pathetic or I should stop or to "look after myself". I just...

#1198 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/01/2012 20:39:25) Comments: 15
Tags: cutting

i have a really bad urge to cut! :/

Right now I have a real bad urge to cut! I need it, but I don't want it! Everything at school, home, and stuff with my friends is all getting to much, I'm getting to a point where I cut everyday!:( Beth,x

#1183 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/01/2012 13:15:19) Comments: 11
Tags: cutting

i have a really bad urge to cut! :/

Right now I have a real bad urge to cut! I need it, but I don't want it! Everything at school, home, and stuff with my friends is all getting to much, I'm getting to a point where I cut everyday!:( Beth,x

#1182 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/01/2012 13:15:10) Comments: 4
Tags: cutting

So I self harm.

Hi, I'm seventeen years old and recently I've started to self harm.I'm not sure why I do it, it all started because I lost a friend whom I saw as a second sister. I couldn't deal with the pain and ended up grabbing a pair of scissors and...

#1180 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/01/2012 16:16:19) Comments: 14
Tags: self harm - cutting - scars - shame

I cut

Im 14 Nobody knows I cut. All my friends and family think I'm the happiest person ever but I'm far from it. I hate when you read stuff about self harming and people say just don't do it go and do something to take your mind off it, those people...

#1162 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/12/2011 16:31:04) Comments: 30
Tags: crying - self harm - cutting - sadness - Help - fourteen - Teen - teenager - No hope

Scared and Confused 2

Hi i have wrote on here before and the advice i got helped for a while. however recently all the stress in my life has led me back to cutting. I have confided in my friends,boss and driving instructor. i know i need help but do not want to go to a...

#1128 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/11/2011 20:31:53) Comments: 4
Tags: cutting - Selfharm - therapist - scared - confused.

please please help me :(

#1043 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/08/2011 22:53:15) Comments: 19
Tags: life - abuse - family - cutting

Lost.

Hi, I'm 14 nd I do probably anything you can think of. I started smoking weed and drinkin in 8th grade. I smoke at lunch break at school and get drunk almost everyday. I got arrested a couple months ago and I cut myself all the time. The only...

#1018 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/08/2011 06:16:52) Comments: 13
Tags: Arrested - smoking - cutting - drinking

Scared and Confused

I have only been cutting for a few months but it is starting to scare me! I have tried to stop but each time i feel like I'm getting somewhere life takes another down hill spiral and i turn back to my blades. I seem to be getting deeper and...

#988 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/07/2011 23:55:00) Comments: 16
Tags: self harm - cutting

My story..

I don't cut to kill myself, I cut because I see it as my only option.. Reading some of the stories, really hits home, I see some of the people posting as young as 13 and I think to myself, what reason could they possibly have to cause...

#971 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/06/2011 18:30:40) Comments: 7
Tags: cutting - self harm

Life's really getting to me

I'm simply getting sick and tired of living now. Music no longer distracts me. I've been hearing voices and seeing things for the past 4 years and it's getting to the point now where i can't take it anymore... My cutting is just getting deeper...

#962 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/06/2011 22:05:55) Comments: 17
Tags: self harm - suicide - cutting - depression - voices

Cold Inside

My problem is just recent but the cause has gone on for a while. It all starts with my parents telling me i'm stupid, ugly and unworthy. They want me to be someone i'm not. No matter what i do it's never good enough. At the moment i just...

#914 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/05/2011 19:09:28) Comments: 4
Tags: cutting - family

Suicidal

I have been suicidal for my whole life. I have been cutting myself for a while. I have almost killed myself many times before. Last night I hung myself. But, I was alive. I fell out of the belt that was holding me up. I hit my head on a painting...

#877 Read the full story - (Shared: 19/04/2011 22:41:37) Comments: 20
Tags: suicide - cutting

Ripping from the inside out and it's getting worse...

I'm writing this sat here with a blade in my hand. I've been crying for hours and run out of tears to cry so I bleed instead. I first started to cut about two years ago, barely scratches at first using a compass, but as things started to get...

#810 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/02/2011 00:54:22) Comments: 57
Tags: self harm - cutting - Pain - crying - runaway

My life.

Trying to write this down is going to be very difficult and Iím not particularly good at English but here goes: My mum died when I was only 7.

#777 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/12/2010 21:31:31) Comments: 13
Tags: cutting - self harm - depression - friends - death

Bad Habits..

Well.. here goes... i guess? I'm 13. Back in November of last year (13 months ago) a 'friend' of mine started cutting herself because we're into rock,metal and scene kind of styles. I realised she was mainly doing it for the attention...

#771 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/12/2010 22:28:36) Comments: 23
Tags: self harm - cutting - teenager - bad habits - Childhood - depression

15, and its getting worse..

im 15 now, and a few months ago things went really downhill for me. i used to be a cool kid in school, smart, and things were alright. then my paents started having all these arguments, and my dad scarted going crazy. he once walked into my...

#765 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/11/2010 10:35:27) Comments: 27
Tags: suicide - self harm - cutting

From happy too miserable in a week.

I used to be a really happy person. I was popular ever since I can remember. Call me shallow but it made me happy. The first time in my life I had ever been really upset was in 3rd grade, I had the biggest fight with my best friend and it seemed...

#667 Read the full story - (Shared: 19/06/2010 13:21:08) Comments: 7
Tags: Emo - cutting - heartbreak - friends - Hate - love

I don't want to give it up...Not yet.

I would like to just tell you for starters, that I know this story sounds a bit wierd and it is written sort of differently maybe than others, but please bear with me, and read it.It wasn't easy for me to write something like this. You know,...

#491 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/05/2009 23:51:09) Comments: 14
Tags: Self-harm - self-injury - cutting - self-mutilation

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