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My dark pit

The first time I cut was a month before I turned 14. I turned 17 two days ago. The first time I cut was just three scratches. I swore I wasn't going to cut again, but I did. When my mom found out, she got angry and yelled at me alot. She would...

#5347 Read the full story - (Shared: 12/03/2017 14:55:54) Comments: 0
Tags: Selfharm - lgbt - suicidal - family

ahh someone help me

So erm I'm a girl and I'm 15 and I've been depressed for like over a year now and I've tried to kill myself a few times but its never worked and I got better for a bit and I didn't cut for months but now I've started cutting again and I want to...

#4982 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/04/2015 01:30:10) Comments: 2
Tags: Selfharm - suicide - Cut

What now (please help)?

I'm 18, a girl, bisexual, a depression sufferer, possibly with mild bipolar, an ex-cutter... My family is fab, my friendships are good and my friends are nice. My school is lovely. My life on the whole should be awesome. And it is... except...

#4783 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/11/2014 21:45:00) Comments: 2
Tags: Selfharm - Eating - cutting - depression - bipolar - fantasy - Help - money - Childhood - bisexual

My Story

Hi I'm Sora, 15 years old. I selfharm since I'm 12 and can't stop till now. Every inch of my body has scars. I've attempted suicide few times but It doesn't kill me so, I live the rest of my life waiting for an accident kills me. I'm bullied and...

#4782 Read the full story - (Shared: 14/11/2014 05:06:34) Comments: 1
Tags: Help - Selfharm - suicide - depression - bullying

My story

I'm 14 years old. I started self harming 1 year and 5 months ago. It was chicken scratching to begin with before I moved onto using broken hair clips,nails&my compass. Then my broken glass. My left arm is covered in scars that can't be seen. I...

#4307 Read the full story - (Shared: 17/01/2014 23:59:33) Comments: 5
Tags: Selfharm - Cut - strong

How Im getting on...

So, my name is Shannon Henchy, I have been self harming for 7 months now, I have depression and I'm bisexual, I am still getting bullied, but now I am getting proper counselling, but it making me even more depressed because I hate talking about...

#4062 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/09/2013 17:30:16) Comments: 5
Tags: kik - Selfharm - bullied - depressed - can't cope - bisexual

How Im getting on...

So, my name is Shannon Henchy, I have been self harming for 7 months now, I have depression and I'm bisexual, I am still getting bullied, but now I am getting proper counselling, but it making me even more depressed because I hate talking about...

#4061 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/09/2013 17:28:09) Comments: 4
Tags: kik - Selfharm - bullied - depressed - can't cope - bisexual

Lying to Everyone & Myself-SilentGirl

I've been clean for a while now and only slipped up a couple of times...everyone thinks I'm ok but I cut today :/ I'm so scared I can't tell my boyfriend coz he'll flip seriously he'll be so upset with me...worst I think it's his fault I...

#3740 Read the full story - (Shared: 13/06/2013 15:23:08) Comments: 2
Tags: Self-harm

give up on me

Hey, I've posted on this before, but nothing seemed to help, my mum knows I self-harm, but she think's I've stopped, but I haven't, she's booked me to see a hypnotist on thursday for me to stop completly, but I don't want to, I need it, its...

#3503 Read the full story - (Shared: 09/04/2013 15:29:09) Comments: 1
Tags: Self-harm

Can't stop

I've been trying to stop cutting for nearly 8 months. I somehow convinced myself that just because I wasn't aloud to cut didn't mean I couldn't self harm in other ways. So I was having a relaxing bath with candles earlier to try chill out....

#3463 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/03/2013 21:08:43) Comments: 1
Tags: Selfharm

Trying to stop

So, my boyfriend is suicidal, and so am I, but I self harm and he doesn't. After trying to kill myself, he tried, and he made me promise to stop self harming if he didn't try to kill himself again. I love him, but I have to cut, I have to burn,...

#3442 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/02/2013 15:02:21) Comments: 4
Tags: Stopping - Selfharm - trying - struggling - Help

Trying to stop

So, my boyfriend is suicidal, and so am I, but I self harm and he doesn't. After trying to kill myself, he tried, and he made me promise to stop self harming if he didn't try to kill himself again. I love him, but I have to cut, I have to burn,...

#3441 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/02/2013 15:02:14) Comments: 0
Tags: Stopping - Selfharm - trying - struggling - Help

I want to kill myself-SilentGirl

I've just made a small cut on my hand after almost a year of being clean,recently I've found out that my dad has an aggressive cancer and my sister is pregnant...everything has happened all at the same time and I don't know how to feel,I've...

#3437 Read the full story - (Shared: 24/02/2013 15:35:29) Comments: 5
Tags: Self-harm - suicide

I'm "fine"

Attempting to stop self harming... again. I've only gone 3 days and I'm already craving. I'm 15 and have been doing it for 8 months. I've tried so many different methods but it's too hard. I have a week holiday now which means too much time...

#3428 Read the full story - (Shared: 17/02/2013 16:55:14) Comments: 6
Tags: #selfharm

attacked and bullied

im 15 female, ive been cutting since i was 11 ive also attempted suicide 6 times. basicly i got sexually attacked by 3 lads and 1 man, my mom has domestic violence towards me, i got called names by people in my area like slut and slag and hoe all...

#3376 Read the full story - (Shared: 14/01/2013 13:03:23) Comments: 8
Tags: Selfharm - depression - sad

i wasnt fine

6 months ago i started self harming at first they were scratches then it got to blades cutting till i scar i cant say that i regret it because it makes me who i am. nobody knows. im the popular kid at school and everyone thinks that have the...

#3355 Read the full story - (Shared: 05/01/2013 00:11:29) Comments: 6
Tags: #selfharm - #depession

Help me to help my friends

Most of my friends cut or burn, I know I would never do it but I get so upset when they do it. I want to help them but I don't know how. I talk to my sister about it to get it off my chest. Please help me and my friends

#3315 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/11/2012 17:44:10) Comments: 3
Tags: Self-harm

Help me

My cut from yesterday has closed up. I want to stop hurting myself but everything happens so fast. My mom and dad fight so much and the tension never stops. When I say I love you it's not special anymore because I say it to much. I'm not good...

#3255 Read the full story - (Shared: 24/10/2012 15:57:41) Comments: 2
Tags: Self-harm - help me - Momo

Help me

I'm 13, I mutilate myself whenever I get emotionally stressed out by bad things that happen. It makes me feel safe. I hate myself daily for not being perfect enough for my dad. My parents and everyone else have no idea what I do to myself in the...

#3254 Read the full story - (Shared: 24/10/2012 07:29:40) Comments: 4
Tags: Self-harm - Help - Momo

...

After being 1 week and 6 days clean of cutting, I broke. I just cut. I just slashed open my shoulder. And god, my head hurts, I'm about to cry, and I need to sleep, but I'm too weak to sleep. Ever feel that way? I just ruined the most progress...

#3226 Read the full story - (Shared: 07/10/2012 05:22:51) Comments: 2
Tags: Self-harm - relapse

I want to cut

I'm sitting here, crying and listening to music, while trying to get through the urge to cut. I need someone to talk to. I have no one. I'm afraid of what I'll do someday. I want to stop. But it's impossible. -Razor

#3181 Read the full story - (Shared: 17/09/2012 03:59:34) Comments: 4
Tags: Self-harm - cutting - crying

I want to cut-SilentGirl

Everything is getting to me atm...my bf seems to prefer gaming to me,my mates say I'm isolating myself coz I don't go out but I don't wanna go out coz everythin anyone does pisses me off...I'm so fed up with having to deal with everything and...

#3150 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/08/2012 09:54:52) Comments: 4
Tags: Self-harm - silentgirl - not coping

lifes tough.

For about seven months ive been self harming and i cant stop im addicted. It all started when i tried to kill my self because me and friend fall out (stupid i know) the first time i cut was in my spanish lesson with a pen and i scrapped all my...

#3116 Read the full story - (Shared: 12/08/2012 19:03:47) Comments: 4
Tags: Selfharm - suicide

i can't stop

Ive been self harming since january 2012 and it all started when i trued to comitt suicide i did it because i didnt feel part of anything nomore nothing was the same. And since then self harm has been my way of coping ive got scares all over my...

#3111 Read the full story - (Shared: 07/08/2012 23:39:18) Comments: 1
Tags: Selfharm

firdt time self-harm

I cut myself for the first time today, i cut 13 times and it released so much tension... i don't know if i can stop, i don't think i want to. i have had so much crap in my life at the moment. my ran died and my mum went a little crazy... i felt...

#3060 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/06/2012 22:30:31) Comments: 3
Tags: Self-harm

Lauryn

Right, there's kind of a lot to say. I'm not sure anyone will be bothered but I need to put atleast some of it in words... infact I'll make a list of why i'm upset; -my dad doesn't want to see me anymore, he favours both my stepmum and my...

#3020 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/06/2012 20:47:03) Comments: 23
Tags: Self-harm - cutting - domestic abuse - domestic violence - Hate - nobody understands - crying - burning - heartache - lonliness - Unwanted - going into care - social workers

That Urge..

im sure everyone gets it. that one damn urge to scream at the top of your lungs and hit and kick everything in sight. im a cutter. a 2-year straight cutter. i cut until i see enough red to satisfy myself. i also starve myself. everyday. im only...

#2815 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/03/2012 03:09:40) Comments: 2
Tags: cuts - Self-harm - love - depression

OliviaCoombes27

Hey. My name is Olivia Coombes. I used to cut myself, my mum had just died of cancer and I felt depressed and in need of a friend. So I turned to one. She was amazing to me and I loved her. It's been 2 years since my mum died and a month since I...

#1257 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/02/2012 17:20:15) Comments: 2
Tags: Self-harm - friendship - death - ADVICE! - depression

cuts...

I'm 15 and I started cutting a few months ago. I know i don't have the worst life, which makes me feel foolish for cutting myself, but I have trouble with trusting people because i'm used to being ditched and not loved. I also used to get jokes...

#1186 Read the full story - (Shared: 11/01/2012 19:29:37) Comments: 10
Tags: Selfharm - bullying - trust

Don't Understand Some Things

My parents have divorced,mum got a new boyfriend who abused me and she didn't do anything because she was never in,I was raised by my older siblings,I have self-harmed and have tried to kill myself. What I don't understand is some people have...

#1151 Read the full story - (Shared: 17/12/2011 23:49:56) Comments: 6
Tags: don't take things for granted - Self-harm - abuse - divorce - feeling worthless

Scared and Confused 2

Hi i have wrote on here before and the advice i got helped for a while. however recently all the stress in my life has led me back to cutting. I have confided in my friends,boss and driving instructor. i know i need help but do not want to go to a...

#1128 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/11/2011 20:31:53) Comments: 4
Tags: cutting - Selfharm - therapist - scared - confused.

Don't Know How To Feel

I'm 17 and live in Liverpool.I live with my mum,brother, sister and stepdad.My parents divorced when I was 9 and my stepdad came into my life when I was about 10,he started to hit me,over stupid things like not eating all my food.When I went into...

#1053 Read the full story - (Shared: 03/09/2011 15:42:22) Comments: 8
Tags: Self-harm - physical/emotional abuse

Don't know what to do

My mate is really startin to annoy me,I've been self-harming for 6 years.My mate used to SH,I trust my mate and I told her everything about me like why I SH but she doesn't tell me anythin even though we've known each other for years but yet...

#960 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/06/2011 14:14:11) Comments: 2
Tags: friends - Self-harm - don't know what to do

Stop the pain.

I'm going to commit suicide soon. I've been self-harming for three years since I was 13, and I just can't take it any longer. I hate life, and i shall embrace death with cold arms and a soaring heart.

#957 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/06/2011 10:00:06) Comments: 12
Tags: death - suicide - Self-harm - depression

A Huge Disappointment

It first started when I was 15. I poured bleach on my leg and got sent to counselling for it. My mum never asked me why I did it and we never spoke about it. It's been a year since I stopped with the bleach but now I have started to cut myself, I...

#927 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/05/2011 18:28:22) Comments: 11
Tags: Self-harm - disappointment

broken forever?

This is goin to be short.I'm 17,my parents go divorced when i was 9,my step-dad used to hit me daily(he's held a knife inches away from my face,he's dragged me down the stairs and given me a nose bleed),i've been self harming since i was 11.I...

#910 Read the full story - (Shared: 17/05/2011 13:50:57) Comments: 9
Tags: Selfharm - broken

its getting worse... help (part 4)

My grades had briefly dipped at this point- looking back i wonder how no one noticed that something was going on. For a straight A* student to suddenly put on a load of weight and drop to C's and D's... it just seems so obvious.    After this...

#885 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/04/2011 09:42:21) Comments: 5
Tags: Self-harm - self-injury - Cancer - death - eating-disorder

its getting worse... help. (part 2)

I wanted to scream at someone, shout I CANT COPE WITH THIS. but i couldnt. I had to hold up an act, smile like it was all ok.... I knew it couldnt last forever.      This was the point where my life started going downhill, i started comfort...

#884 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/04/2011 09:40:17) Comments: 1
Tags: Self-harm - self-injury - Cancer - death - eating-disorder

its getting worse... help (part 3)

At the time i didnt really think of it as "self harm", i just got home one day and felt so numb, i looked at my knuckles and then at the granite wall and just punched, over and over again, as hard as i could until my knuckles were bruised and...

#883 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/04/2011 09:39:58) Comments: 4
Tags: Self-harm - self-injury - Cancer - death - eating-disorder

its getting worse... help. (part 2)

I wanted to scream at someone, shout I CANT COPE WITH THIS. but i couldnt. I had to hold up an act, smile like it was all ok.... I knew it couldnt last forever.      This was the point where my life started going downhill, i started comfort...

#882 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/04/2011 09:37:35) Comments: 1
Tags: Self-harm - self-injury - Cancer - death - eating-disorder

its getting worse... help (part 1)

So on the outside im practically perfect- the girl with th great grades, the stable family, the one without a care in the world. But if that were true... i wouldnt be writing this now.    It was probably when i was around 12, my grandad was...

#881 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/04/2011 09:34:09) Comments: 1
Tags: Self-harm - self-injury - Cancer - death - eating-disorder

Fuck my entire fucking life

They make friends with me, make me believe that I can get better, make me think I'm important. They just watch as my self-harming turns into an eating disorder. Then they ditch me because they're "kinda depressed" and I "make it worse" Now...

#821 Read the full story - (Shared: 07/03/2011 20:12:17) Comments: 12
Tags: Self-harm - eating disorder - I HATE YOU TWO

Why am I doing it part 3

This computer isn't retarded so I can post the whole story on it. When I was ten life was bad. I was scared of what would happen if I didn't please EVERYONE, meet EVERYONE'S expectations. And people took advantage of that... for a while. But I...

#785 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/01/2011 13:53:35) Comments: 9
Tags: Self-harm

Self Harm... Love&+Pain

Well I Started Self Harming When I Was About 15, There Where Loads Of People At My School That Self Harmed But I Was One Of The Kids That Didn't Tell Anyone Anything, When I Was 15 It Wasn't That Bad And I Would Cut Because Of Sad Thing That...

#781 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/01/2011 11:27:37) Comments: 10
Tags: Self-harm

Why am I doing it part 2

So not only am I cutting myself, i'm also losing weight, fast. I can feel my ribs if i'm lying down, i can see about four when I stretch. I've been counting calories for a while but now it's an obsession: I go to extreme lengths to retrieve a...

#773 Read the full story - (Shared: 24/12/2010 12:40:48) Comments: 7
Tags: Self-harm

Why am I doing it?

I'm looking for advice here. I've been hurting myself with nail scissors and hair clips for 3 years but in the last few months it's got worse. Now I cut myself with scissors, once or twice or three times a day, on my forearms and thighs. I told...

#772 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/12/2010 11:32:13) Comments: 8
Tags: Self-harm

ive just tried it :(

i dont really know why but i think i am depressed and i just sratchedmyself with a sharp grip it hurt.. shall i carry on? will it make me feel better ? x

#622 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/03/2010 20:32:35) Comments: 16
Tags: Selfharm

I don't want to give it up...Not yet.

I would like to just tell you for starters, that I know this story sounds a bit wierd and it is written sort of differently maybe than others, but please bear with me, and read it.It wasn't easy for me to write something like this. You know,...

#491 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/05/2009 23:51:09) Comments: 14
Tags: Self-harm - self-injury - cutting - self-mutilation

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